small_world

2007-11-23T22:44:00.000+08:00

hi to all who view my blog.. SURPRIZE.. i tink it isnt a half a year but i m adding a new post now..

i feel that things happen very quickly in this world.. within a few minutes things may change.. my mood is completely spoil at this moment.. haii:( so sad now.. my bday wish is gone.. hohoho.. merry x'mas.. but frens need not worry 4 mi.. i m fine:P i believe my STM (short tern memory) will allow me to forget all these things. LOL:) can i survive alone in tis world?? definitely NOT.. haha:) wish dear will be wif mi forever. hope my life will be beta..

to a fren: feel tt u suffer alot in ur unwillingless love for her.. cherish the ones who cherish u more. buck up my dear.. i believe u can find someone beta.. even though i m not wif u animore.. hahaha:) if got xin shi mus tell mi.. i m not kpo is jus concern 4 u..

things may change but the world is still revolving, so i mus lead my life happily and meaningfully..

"Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think it does. Love is a battle, love is a war; love is a growing up." dedicated for TY.

so happy...

2006-12-09T10:20:00.000+08:00

wah.. 1st time bake cookies at home.. although din turn out quite well.. but was worth a try.. mi n leen enjoy ourself alot.. haha:) fortunately de oven din explode.. LOL.. but bake halfway.. short circuit.. den my hse suddenly no electricity.. haha:) is becoz of tt oven.. hope mummy will buy mi a new 1.. but ying gai shi mei she me ke neng.. hehe:) von, u shld ve come over.. den we play 2gether.. lol.. jon came my hse n he watched happy feet wif leen.. we went 2 jp find dar, he at arcade wif leo dey all.. hee:) den wqe go makan fei cui..
yum yum.. de da bing very nice.. leen say de soup de xiao long bao not nice.. haha:) den nxt time i wont eat tt.. leen de open item bar (coconut) damn ex sia.. 1 4 $4.50.. haha:)
aniway.. all of us enjoy ourseleves alot..
love all of u.. hehe:)

so touched..

2006-12-07T10:45:00.000+08:00

read leen's blog.. so touched.. feel lky cryin lo...

2 leen: xie xie ni.. finali some1 understand mi le.. zhen de xie xie ni..

TRUE FRENZ...

what can i say?

2006-12-06T21:06:00.000+08:00

haii.. i tink there's some mis-interpretation... y??? perhaps jx, u r rite.. i ve no true frens.. den wad is leen, von, ah ma dey all??? u said tt i stop u n cause u 2 ve no frens.. ya.. wad can i say?? ur frens dun lky mi, wad can i do.. i jus wanna build rls wif dem 2 stop all de misunderstandin.. but u dun giv mi de chance..
LK is ur fren.. ur close fren.. ya.. but when she scold u, did she tink tt u r her close fren.. it's not tt i dun allow you 2 go.. i noe u ve de rite 2 have frens.. i wont stop u from tis.. but u said tt i cant tag along.. i dun understand y..
i noe u ve a strong n firm character.. go ahead, n i wont utter a word.. sori 2 make u tink tt i cause u 2 ve no true frens.. if u tink tt i cause u not 2 b able to meet her 1 whole yr.. den i nth 2 say..
n in de past, i lky 2b alone.. so even i got pro, i wont tell ppl.. but now.. im different.. suan le..
im some1 tt nobody likes.. i ve no frens no life..

blur like Sotong.. / 4 leen

2006-12-04T19:08:00.000+08:00

haha:) noe den i noe i reali blur lky a sotong sia.. read leen's blog.. she apologise 2 mi.. i oso duno y leh.. she say she treat mi badly.. em.. got meh??? haha:) i thought she ok arh.. nth diff.. m i being stupid or not sensitive enough.. haha:) reali gong gong de.. nvm... mei shi jiu hao.. aiya.. leen.. dun let hatred fill you up.. bu hao de.. 4give n 4get.. as long as bu yao step on ur tail jiu hao le.. tt's wad i tink la.. haha:) u mus b very tired doin all de assignments.. c u so stress sia.. haii.. ke lian.. mus jia you wor...

love cin mummy!!
TC and may u n ur dear bai tou xie lao!!

Eileen here

2006-12-02T12:19:00.000+08:00

jus testing

SOS..

2006-11-04T19:52:00.000+08:00

hey hey.. can anibody do smt wif my blog? very strange now sia.. canot tag animore.. sobx sobx..
jiu ming leh.. all de experts out there.. bang bang mang.. haha:)
kkk... i shall wait 4 a miracle 2 heal my blog..

so slloww..

2006-10-12T15:00:00.000+08:00

haaii... y 2day my time pass so slloww... wa piang.. normally yi xia zi jiu an hr pass lee. 2day leh.. so long liao jus pass 10mins or even lesser.. wa.. reali very slpy lo... canot tahan sia.. nd a bed... i want 2 go gai gai... but mei ren pei... sad:(
c sl n clement so gd.. everyday c 1 another... sl let clement pampered lky princess le but mi leh... nvm... haii... i wish... dar dar can b lky tis... i noe im askin 4 more but i hope jus a little bit more of his tme 2 pei wo... or rather pampered mi... no offence(dun misinterpret) haiii... isit tt diff 2 take leave.. haii... i reali hope 2b lky dem a little bit.. but i noe: u will say u nd 2 work.. so canot.. haiii... NVM...

a TrIp 2 dE ZOO.. oink.. meh meh..

2006-10-11T11:10:00.000+08:00

wow... de zoo is so fun... i simply love it.. i guess all of us ve enjoyed tis trip to de ZOOooooo....
i took alot of pictures but none of dem got mi inside.. all belongs 2 de album 4 de animals.. got lion, giraffe, monkeys, butterflys and lots more.. i tink abt 60 over pictures.. i reali feel that im a talented photographer sia.. perhaps most of de kong lao belongs 2 de animals coz dey are so guai.. all of dem face mi n allowed mi 2 take pics of dem.. whao.. n interesting is tt: dar dar de jeans attracted lotsa butterflies.. got 1 of dem even dun wan 2 leave his jeans.. haha.. so cute.. canot tahan sia.. reali is a great place.. dun mind goin again n again.. feel lky bringin terence ther leh.. coz it is indeed a very educational place... those farm animals oso very cute.. but onli yi han is tt i cant ride on de pony(KING).. de zookeeper ask mi 2 touch him n intro him 2 mi.. wa.. i reali love tt lo.. n de horse carriage.. haii.. onli walk n walk onli.. wa.. reali hen hao wan... love it.. mus go again..

history repeats. eNdLeSs TeArS...

2006-10-08T09:24:00.001+08:00

u r so cruel 2 mi.. since de last break i ve been tryin my best 2 compromise with u.. u wan freedom i gave u.. wad more u wan.. ending our rls.. u r so cruel...
u r a big liar.. u promise mi tt u wont leave mi unless i wan u 2 leave mi.. but u break tis prmoise.. i oways wan u 2 lead de best life.. u no $$ i giv u.. ownself no nd eat oso giv it 2 u w/o any 2nd thoughts. but is tis de way u repay mi by dumping mi away again?? m i tt bad until u dun wan mi.. do u noe de 1st thing i get my pay, de onli thing i wan 2 buy is de necklace 4 u.. i din even tink of myself @ all.. u r reali very selfish.. u can hen xiao sha de dump mi away but i cant.. how m i suppose 2 climb out of tis hole when im deep inside.. u ve win.. u r de greatest winner while im de greatest fool 2 believe tt i m very fortunate 2 ve u.. u tink i reali tink tt u r a bad bf? if i were 2 tink tis way i would ve left u long ago... u r de biggest LIAR...

yawn..

2006-10-03T14:35:00.000+08:00

wo hai lei... feel lky slpin now.. but canot.. workin... haha... still can blog... i reali siao siao liao... brother bear ask y i so long din blog.. of coz is duno rite wad... hehe:) haii... hen sian leh... papers n papers.. files n files.. yawnx... canot even lie down.. posture n IMAGE... haii... nth 2 say le... bleah:P

nEw LiFe...

2006-09-26T10:34:00.000+08:00

decided 2 giv each of us a chance 2 care n love one another again.. dar dar.. sorry... i love u... i will be a gd gal n dun make u angry all de time le.. i will be a cute little puppy n not a fierce wolf dog.. (sorry i duno wads de name of tis dog)... k?? den u must pampered mi hor.. n sayang mi.. lets start a new life n continue 2 build our future 2gether.. lov ya.. dar dar.. muackxxx..

tired..

2006-09-25T10:50:00.000+08:00

wo zhen de hao lei.. i used 2 tink tt im reali very fortunate.. coz im lky de little princess being pampered by my dar dar.. but not now animore.. im de slave now.. im reali very tired le.. i was still hopin tt after finishing my job.. i will be able 2 enjoy my days wif u b4 skool starts.. but not now animore.. tis small wish of de princess is destroyed.. everything has vanished into thin air.. things are no longer de same.. im no longer de same too. i reali wish 2 put down every burden n unhappiness down.. but i duno whether i can do it anot.. god pls save mi.. free my soul.. open de locked door in my heart and allow it 2 flow... Save mi pls.. im reali tired le...

wO zHeN dE sHoU sHaNg Le...

2006-09-24T12:40:00.000+08:00

can ani1 tell mi wad is my nxt step?? shld i sit here n wait 4 his return or shld i look 4ward 4 others??? i regret wad i did wif u... how m i goin 2 face my parents my jiu mu??? u r jus 2 selfish...
u ve RUIN mi... I HATE U... n u dun seems 2 care...
wo zhen de shou shang le... i ve entrusted myself 2 u.. but u hurt mi again n again... i shldnt ve take de 1st step out in de 1st place... tt's y im suffering now...

GAME OVER..

2006-09-23T18:40:00.000+08:00

evrythin comes 2 an end.. tian xia mei you bu san zhi yan xi.. de princess fails 2b wif her prince.. n she died of sorrow after tt... her dreams vanished, and she realised tt now is den reality.. fairy tales r jus stories.. fake.. dey do not exist.. i oways tink tt i m very fortunate 2 ve u.. coz u dote on me.. but now.. evrything change.. im such a disgrace..
**princess's heart shattered, tears row... and her dreams fail 2 come true..**

THE END!!!

...drifting apart...

2006-09-22T19:13:00.000+08:00

i duno y.. it jus seems tt we r drifting apart.. i duno y.. u seems to get irritated by mi easily.. yi qian de ni.. will not giv mi cold shoulder / will not scold mi / will not feel irritated by mi / will giv in 2 mi... but now ever since u have mi.. my value seems 2 drop.. i wanted more.. but i cant.. coz i recieved lesser n lesser.. my mother says: dun oways take jx things, we not very close 2 him. wad if u meet some1 beta den him in future. he will say u took so mani things frm him n bring down ur market value = cheapskate !!
now my market value is still there.. but u dun seem 2 treasure mi. u onli noe how 2 say wad u have done 4 mi in de past..PAST does not = FUTURE..
there's alot of guys out there wooing mi.. u be prepared!!

bad news!!!

2006-09-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

ZhONg Yu... Finali...

2006-09-08T19:16:00.000+08:00

hehehe:) finali.. fri le.. wosh.. can rest le.. but tmr still gt dance practice... haix... but nvm.. after tt jiu can recharge myself le.. yoyo.. dar dar going 2 come back 2day le wor.. but will onli reach tmr.. he said tt the weather there very hot.. ke lian de ta.. oready so brown wad if come back become black??? LOL... he come back mus take present from him sia... onli told mi tt he bought a box of chocolate... whey.. sianx... chocolate.. haiyaya.. hao guo mei you.. haha:) nvm la... ren hui lai jiu hao... hehehe:) miss him...
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yoyoyo...

2006-09-07T19:15:00.000+08:00

hehe:o its mi again... boring day in office.. sian daox.. actuali wanted 2 quit.. but how noes... boss tell mi not 2 quit.. wa biang.. i tell him damn boring.. guess wad.. try 2 make ur life interesting here.. oh my godness... reasons why i dun wanna work there: 1) xtremely BORING... 2) still mus work so early... 3) must travel... (squeeze into de bus) 4) pay not very attractive...
*** most impt (5) alot of se lang.. canot tahan... as if dey din c char bor b4... suan le.. walk 1 step see i 1 step lo..
happy thing is dar dar called mi... yoyoyo... can listen his voice damn happy... hehe:0 nearly cant regonize him sia.. LOL:) but nvm.. noe tt his fine jiu hao le...
hopefully he can come back earlier..
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Journey Begins...

2006-09-06T18:45:00.000+08:00

Reach m'sia le... hehe:) duno whether is everything going well?? is there raining?? got eat enough or got sleep enough?? lotx lotx of qns inside my heart... haii... his mummy called: my son got call u?? haha:) guess wad de ans is of cox no.. LOL... not even a word.. haii.. hopefully alright bah.. parents oso very worried sia.. wad 2 do? sit down n pray lo... LOL... haii... 1 day has passed le.. hehe:) hope 2 quick quick come back... GOD BLESS U!!!

set off le..

2006-09-05T20:15:00.000+08:00

haiyaya... set of le... sat den come back.. sian.. hope everything will b fine.. but duno y tis isn't de 1st tme.. but i do feel worried n strange... god bless... going 2 leave s'pore in abt 15mins frm now.. haha:) time flies.. sian.. i feel so lonely... haiyaya... ah~~~~~~ jiu ming arh... ah~~~~~~

haiyoyo...

2006-09-05T12:24:00.000+08:00

who say i din update my blog.. hahaha... nth 2 say so update 4 wad? tok crap meh?? LOL... haix.. i very sian sia... haiyoyo... jiu ming arh... von.. u noe nowadays alot of duno wad guys call me.. make mi very fed up lo.... argh... dey call mi n say alot of crap.. but jus dun wan tell mi their fucking name.. qi si wo le... haii... idiot sia.. n dey lky 2 call @ nite.. ur lao ba say mayb is becoz my tel no. is expose 2 others sia.. qi si wo le.. which stupid idiot is tt.. tell mi wad shld i do bah... enough of all tis nonsense le... AH~~~~~~~

MiSs Ya...

2006-09-04T21:36:00.000+08:00

haii.. dar dar going coral island le.. sad:( go there c coral but dun wan bring 1 back 4 mi.. bu hao de.. no 1 pei wo le.. how??? so long leh.. muz buy lots of present back leh.. 4 my bro dey all.. hehe:) sad sia:( hope u can faster come back n pei wo...
dar dar...

sick...

2006-09-04T09:22:00.000+08:00

sobx sobx.. mi sick le.. haii... ke lian..
canot slp sia.. bu shu fu... ltr go c doc.. n take mc den i can dun work.. haha:) my work is damn boring.. file tis n tt.. key tis n tt.. there still go se gui de.. wa liew... c mi as if dey din c b4 char bor.. fed up sia.. still dare ask 4 my no. wa liew.. can b my uncle sia... siao de... agrh...

yeah.. SoToNgs...

2006-08-27T09:10:00.000+08:00

All sOtOnGs attention PLS.. our chalet cfm on mon(28/08/06) le... pls bring ur boyfrens along n lovers along too.. LOL... hehe:) n pls bring money$$$ to pay for this chalet.. $15/head... meeting time is @ 2pm @ Pasir Ris MRT station... rmb bring de things u wanna bring n ENJOY.. put down all our sorrows n find back our HAPPINESS.. smile:) anythin contact mi... hehe:)
** additional: bring 3 sets of clothes. if dun wan tt's ur problem le.. LOL:)

wad r frenz for...????

2006-08-05T16:13:00.000+08:00

sorry... esp 2 von.. mayb my words did hurt u.. but no harm... aniway.. if u reali feel u lky him alot jia you bah.. i will support u.. LOL... u r a nice gal.. if he dun cherish u it is his lost... haix.. dun tink so much la... jia you.. ur beloved SoTong MuMmY...

FrEnZ???

2006-08-03T14:50:00.000+08:00

FrEnZ?? btw lover n fren.. who will u chose.. nice words are definitely good to hear.. but isit beta to hear de truth or de fake(nice)!! DiFFicult sia.. wad to do???
TO LOVE IS TO SACRIFICE.. but is there a reward after sacrificing? or it will b hell lky in de end.. no one will want to b a ugly duckling every1 lky to b a beautiful swan.. nobody in tis world is ugly n nobody is 100% perfect.. self esteem n confidence is beauty.. but when a guy falls in love with a gal.. does he looks @ her character or her looks.. ppl oways say: INNER BEAUTY is de most IMPT.. but one looks @ de outer beauty 1st den as time passed.. inner beauty is den take into consideration..
CONCLUSION: FrEnZ will b there oways.. but lover might leave u anytime and get sick of u..

FRENZ FOREVA (SOTONG FAMILY)

...confused...

2006-07-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

haix.. confused sia.. oh my god.. thnx 4 being there 4 mi.. one mus b courageous in order 2 love a person.. dun hesitate in lovin de person.. Von.. stop saying that u r nt gd enough 4 him.. perhaps he even worst.. b urself.. dun copy.. if he loves u he mus loves who u r not some1 else.. strives tis rls urself as it belongs 2 u..
my ADVICE: bu yao zai yong shuang shou ba ni ai de ren song gei bie ren le...
JIA YOU X 3!!! All de best...

bdae

2006-06-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

bdae.. sad.. angry.. disappointed.. hao xiang ku:( u just dun understand mi..
i was tinkin of being de angel 2dae but instead i turn out 2b de devil.. y?? perhaps heaven is foolin us.. spoiling our day... its suppose 2b de most wonderful day in ur life but de ending was (BAD).. absolutely BAD... sorry 4 being crude.. HAPPY BDAE.. u will meet ur angel some day... i m onli a devilish devil in ur heart...

holiday

2006-06-21T21:34:00.000+08:00

yuke.. so many assignment.. holiday machiam nth 2 mi.. sian..
haven touch any.. LOL.. haix.. sianx..
i tink bcoz of tt world cup i sot diao liao.. haha.. beta watch less.. n all bcoz of my jiu mu kp pestering mi 2 bet.. lucky still gt earn s'pore pool money.. hahaha:)
tired..

y did tis happen

2006-06-08T21:12:00.000+08:00

smt very sad happen 2 mi on 07/06/2006. haix... i dun even noe how 2 describe it.. if i were 2 control evreything will b fine.. but now is too late... i can onli sob alone...
mei fen mei miao duo shi ni de ying zi.. ni yao wo zhen me ban...

Tinkin of u...

2006-06-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

Sobx.. Duno bcoz of wad.. my mind is jus tinkin of u.. even now.. my mind is still u.. y?? i noe u r around mi but i hope u can b bside mi.. jus can't let u go.. mayb u may nt love mi animore but... haix... i tink is im jus yi xiang qing yuan bah.. haha:) feeling lonely..
YET NEAR BUT SEEM SO FAR...
hope 1 day u will b wif mi to share my joy and listen 2 my sorrows.. lovebirds..

LAST DAE...

2006-04-11T11:35:00.000+08:00

she bu de arh.. haix.. last dae le.. going 2 leave 5stars le.. haix... n some1 oso went 2 Japan le.. haix... everything is goin 2 change le..
my new phase of life is abt 2 start le.. hope everything will go well..
mIss all of u.. n hope all of u will work in harmony.. n BEST of Luck..

HaTrEd & aNgEr...

2006-04-06T09:28:00.000+08:00

ah~~~~~~~~~~~ idiot ... I HATE U.. u ve change.. completely!!! i can no longer stand u le.. dun xpect mi 2 4giv u.. DREAM ON...
haix... dream.. i dreamt of smt very sweet... but all was jus a dream. will it be a reality??? or will de princess dream shattered n be torn???
STILL WAITING.... how much longer m i still suppose 2 wait?

i WaNt...

2006-03-30T18:44:00.000+08:00

i want.. actuali... i oways wanted 2 sae smt 2 mani ppl.. but my stupid n PASSIVE attitude kp telling mi 2 jus act as if nth happen.. haix... i noe wad 2 sae but i jus dun wan 2 sae out..
kp askin mi 2 sae THANK YOU.. haha:) wo shi heng xiang shuo but jus cant spill everything out frm my mouth.. haix.. i noe i create alot of troubles 4 so mani ppl.. therefore: takin tis opportunity : reali SORRY 2 those ppl including my most beloved (MUMMY).. n THANK YOU 2 who hlp mi these daes (including my bao bei. KOR n U n MUMMY ).. haix...
haix... sad:( STRESS N PRESSURISED... can any1 save mi frm tis damn sickening xx HeLL xx

ZHEN DE HAO LEI.. HAO LEI.. SHOU BU LIAO LE...

MeMoRiEs:(

2006-03-27T17:47:00.000+08:00

memories.. hiax... sdnly think of everything tt happen in de past.. mostly r how bad dey r but nt how gd dey r.. y? i dun seem 2 understand.. perhaps im a 110% highly pessimistic de LITTLE GAL...

ChEcKuP..

2006-03-21T14:40:00.000+08:00

sobx.. sobx.. :( ah~~~ went 4 tt stupid health checkup.. qi si wo le... agrh.. canot take urine test(personal pro) haix.. den take blood test.. doc sae i ve bad veins(2 narrow).. den poke 1st tme canot. 2nd tme still canot. 3rd tme.. startin no blood den tt freak doc kp pokin in.. den he still complain nt enough blood.. ah~~~~~~~~
lky tt still nt enough lo.. go check x-ray.. wait 4 1hrs ++.. wa piang... check onli check 5mins.. ah~~~~~~~~ RIDICULOUS lo.. canot tahan arh.. still nd 2 work.. goin 2 faint le arh..
**10days ltr still nd 2 go back 4 tt urine test.. HAIX....

PaSt...

2006-03-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

haix.. wad happen in de past?? haix.. so mani things happen leh.. so sad arh.. those daes.. haix.. tt complicated rls between so mani of us.. wah.. make mi nearly want 2 go mati arh.. i do tt thing 2 him den another him do wad i did 2 tt him 2 mi.. ahh... everythin seem 2b happen in a ciruclar form.. kp turning n turning in a circle.. non stop de..
but no.. tt problem seems 2 stop.. bcoz he found his her n another 1 remain as fren as mi.. so sad:(
i duno wad 2 do.. bcoz both seems so gd.. haix.. reali duno wad 2 do.. haha.. STUPID rite.. suan le..im born in tis way.. still waiting 4 my PRINCE CHARMING.. hehe..
eh... duno wad 2 sae.. 4get it la.. accept de pLaIn TrUtH bah..(PASSIVE ATTITUDE)..

GiVe Up BaH...

2006-03-19T10:43:00.000+08:00

haix... stomache arh... jiu ming... saw some1 nick... gan chu liang duo arh... shld i giv up..?? i dun wan 2b de bad gal... i jus wan things 2 go smooth n sweet 4 every1.. so shld i sacrifice myself??? or shld i remain lky tis?
wad shld i do? can any1 tell mi... even though things werent tt smooth 4 mi throughout these daes... but i still havent giv up... (STRESS...) haix... de triangle love seem 2b so complicated.. n i jus cant get out of it... how?? shld i jus stay in tis place n do nth.. or shld i jus run away... or WAD?????
AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ TIRED N DAMN PRESSURISED arh... haix... tinkin of endin everything but there's still so many ppl in de world waitin 4 mi..

2ND TIME!!

2006-03-18T21:02:00.000+08:00

hehe.. 2ND TIME le...
2nd time ritin my blog le... stop 4 so long le... y??? miss my blog so much.. so long nvr visit u le... jus bcoz wo zhe ge blur sotong 4get my blog de add le... STUPID RITE??? xi guan le... oways so blur.. haix..
wad 2 do... jus accept de fact tt im blur lo.. hehe:) but some1 tell mi tis is call passive attitude...
i didnt noe wad is de meanin in de 1st place but now i noe le...
haix... so mani things happen all along... it wasnt easy 2 walk until so far... but i force myself 2 do so...
i jus hold de strong PASSIVE ATTITUDE in my life...